When Sophie was born, I expected the adjustment to be difficult. Every new parent expects that. The sleep deprivation. The constant feeding schedule. The learning curve of caring for a body so small and so dependent that every decision feels consequential.
What I did not expect was doing it alone while married.
Elon took three days of paternity leave. On the fourth day, he went back to the office. He told me his team needed him. He told me the quarter was critical. He told me I would find a rhythm.
I found an apartment in March. Small. Clean. A one-bedroom with a nursery alcove I created by hanging a curtain across the corner of the living room. Sophie’s crib fit. Her changing table fit. A small shelf for her books and her toys and the stuffed elephant my mother had given her the day she was born.
